Life A ShadoW CasTeR......

9th Jan 2011

2011-01-09T15:24:00.002+08:00

So long since I last blogged!
Sheesh!
anyways ytd was my POP!
finally graduated from tekong after 19 gruelling weeks!
im expecting more to come after going into unit!
so wish me luck!

6th August 2010

2010-08-06T20:18:00.002+08:00

Hello blog! im back from my macau trip!
the trip was overall very nice and very peaceful.
the people there were quite friendly which was out of my expectations.
well it is a good thing isnt it? haha.
by going this trip I officially missed 3 trainings!
which made me reluctant to go trainings already lol.
so in order not to lose the feeling, I tried to attend the diy training with no avail
as it started @ 2 with me knowing nuts about it.
even though I made my appearance there, I went there to get laughed at =/
oh wells how would I know its 2 pm when im overseas for like 4 days.
so in the end, I went to gym.
this experience tells me that I'm not longer needed in the team which I'm dumb enough to find out so late.
fair enough, I'm going army soon anyways lol.
this also makes my parting less significant which is a good thing.
I'm starting to consider whether to go for trainings not already.
hmms I start to sound like someone
I m you

31st July

2010-07-31T03:09:00.001+08:00

This suckssssssssssssss!
26 more days left! wah laooooooooooooo

29th July

2010-07-29T14:48:00.002+08:00

in the end, this is the best place to rant isnt it?
well, life isnt that great now considering the fact that ns is nearing.
and I can already imagine how bad it will be when im inside.
lesser freedom = lesser computer time = lesser social life = lesser everything.
I dont even know what to look forward when im actually inside.
but this is like inevitable, hope the days pass by as quickly as possible!
It feels weird yet good now that im not schooling already.
prolly cos its like a routine for the past dont know how many years in my life
and cant continue cos of army.
so much reflections done, so much decisions made.
sometimes I really wonder whether I made the right decision or not.
and it sucks to make a decision when it concerns about two parties that you are somewhat close.
decision making is hard but making the most beneficial decision is even harder.
cos it is almost impossible to make both sides happy at once.
oh man, im starting to turn oh-so-emo already though i have like about a month to go.
maybe because my friend just went in today? =/
so much for my life. sometimes I think it sucks to be me.
feeling all so lonely now. sigh.
Sometimes I wish I could start all over again.
Sometimes I wish decisions were more clear cut.
Sometimes I wish the people around me would not be so unhappy about their own life.
but can I only wish?

27th April

2010-04-27T02:31:00.002+08:00

sometimes I worry too much for the people around me...
just hope they will be strong

4th March

2010-03-04T00:51:00.000+08:00

I will not give up
and will not give in to injuries!

4th Feb

2010-02-04T13:16:00.003+08:00

Hello peepz! im basically here just to rant about cheer. =/
after my 2 years in cheer life, it made me realise what is internal competition
and what is external competition.
the feel was so significant during my 1st year in cheerleading.
when larry kicked me out of the nats team cos I didnt go for only one training.
and the very sentence he said still carve in my head.
no one is indispensible in this team.
its true that a 12 man team can be sent or just a group category team.
cos if you know if your 16 man team's not gonna make it
why should be go out and disgrace ourselves?
when people are improving yet we are deproving.
I wouldnt say I have been improving alot or very good in cheerleading already
cos I still learning stuffs. even from the juniors themselves.
their mistakes remind me not to commit them myself
and remind the juniors not to make it a habit.
and I still remember one sentence idk from where.
if you think this advice is useful, take it. else just leave it.
to me, every advice is useful. no matter how big or small of a difference they'll make.
cos every advice is a chance to improve. a chance to excel.
I really regretted not training alot more to attain my goals.
and sometimes I even felt complacent. though what I achieve isnt much.
so I hope the juniors would not leave this team by feeling that they have not done enough.
cos with this very reason I can easily say that I have failed my team
and nevertheless myself.
what for regret when you could work much harder than in the past?
regrets are too late already.
never will I lose hope in the very first team I ever joined.
never will I lose hope in the stunts that were assigned to me.
never will I lose hope in the teammates who cheered for me when im down.
never will I lose hope in the coach that believe that we all can do it for nationals.
never will I lose hope in TP Blazers!
so much for ranting.

31st Jan

2010-02-01T01:22:00.003+08:00

Today had been an eye opener for me.
from the very rowdy fans
to the very patient ones.
why would anyone smash the poor glass doors of Lot 1 just to be the first to get in?
its not as if SHINee has reached already!
this is another kind of dedication that we should learn from this fans
so dedicated to see their idols.
its not totally bad cos its like willingly spend your time and hard earned money.
just to get a glimpse of the idols.
sometimes I really wonder if they really appreciate these support given to them
though a thank you for them is a very big thing already.
if people knew how to control themselves,
there wouldnt be barricades and security.
if people wouldnt just do anything to see their idols,
queue wouldnt be that much of a necessity.
oh well. all these are just ifs
at the end of the day, its just a glimpse of their idols.
I will totally understand the feeling when I meet one of my idols.

11th Jan

2010-01-11T14:18:00.001+08:00

Done with driving.
What's next to look forward to? =/

16th Dec

2009-12-16T02:45:00.002+08:00

Korea!
What am I expecting there? I dont know lol.
SNSD? BEG? 2NE1?
lol. going there with a bunch of mixed feelings.
hope it'll be better when I come back.
cos overseas = escape from reality. for a while.

7th December

2009-12-07T19:32:00.002+08:00

maybe this is what I'm feeling now.

Total Eclipse of The Heart

Turn around...
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely,
and you're never coming round...
Turn around...
Every now and then I get a little bit tired,
of listening to the sound of my tears...
Turn around...
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous,
that the best of all the years have gone by...
Turn around...
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified,
and then I see the look in your eyes...
Turn around, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart 

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
'Cause we'll never be wrong...
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (All of the time)
I don't know what to do and
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks
I really need you tonigh
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Turn around...
Every now and then I get a little bit breathless,
and I dream of something wild...
Turn around...
Every now and then I get a little bit helpless,
and I'm lying like a child in your arms...
Turn around...
Every now and then I get a little bit angry,
and I know i've got to get out and cry
Turn around...
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified,
and then I see the look in your eyes...
Turn around, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight (And I need you)
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight (And if you only)
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right (We will make it)
'Cause we'll never be wrong
Together we can take it to the end of the line (Uhhh)
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (All of the time)
I don't know what to do
And I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
Total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart

23rd Oct

2009-10-23T00:02:00.002+08:00

well I guess it isnt as hard as I thought it would be!
gotta practice more on that lib.
though now its assisted but at least I got the feeling
just gotta work that hard.
for myself, for the team
last sem,last few months,last effort
train,survive,excel.

15th Oct

2009-10-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hello PeepZ!
here to blog again!
damn tired these few days
with all the driving etc etc must wake up early
im freaking tired now.
for training today all I can say is
im satisfied with my lib with bestie. okay so call lib!
oh well. least its better than nothing.
school's gonna start.
timetable = average
with driving test nearing.
stress! all the stress!
training too!
performance!
argh! half dead typing this now
okay dont know what im talking. too tired.
byeeeee

3rd Oct

2009-10-03T16:18:00.001+08:00

so much for blazers camp!
time to move on to my goals
and of course nationals!
whether im in or not
tml las recruitment drive! gonna have fun there!

2009-09-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

its the holidayssssssssssssss! yay!
haven been blogging here!
i mean like totally never blog!
zomg! i have abandoned this blog!
im sorry blog! ):
but at least i bothered to come back and blog!
XD
okay its so bored at home!
i think i should stay going to school and think of my project!
sheesh project is boring but at home is a tad more boring!
at least doing project gives you a better grade? yes ? no?
i want to play some kick ass MMORPG!
and i wanna get my driving license soon!!!!!
first try pass please! ><
i will work hard!

26th Aug

2009-08-26T15:46:00.002+08:00

Hello people! im back again!
after one month! lol.
too bored in the lab so I decided to blog again!
no main exams! but got to stay in this lab from 9 to 6.
sian. how no life can this be compared to my 10 hours of gaming each day at home?
okay im kidding about the 10 hours gaming during the holidays.
no trainings make me so bored.
hope training will be on next monday as no trainings make me feel weird too!
meanwhile i think i shall gym a bit too!
short post! bye people =D

19th July

2009-07-19T23:51:00.002+08:00

wow.cant believe it!
i have totally ignored this blog for such a long time!
oh well I guess in the end,
the best place to rant is still here eh?
hahahaha.
about my previous post,
yes my driving's still in midway.
Cheer-wise
totally too many events for me to describe one by one
okay maybe just that few
but then, its still hard for me to name them out one by one
or shall I say that i'm lazy? hmmm
I dont really wanna talk about cheer =/
and MP's gonna end real soon! I always tell myself that!
seriously if I dont start doing something tml
I'm screwed.
so I'd better wake up and do something constructive!
else gg to my B or B+.
then gg to my results.
kinda dependant on this project alone.
and I always regret not working hard!
oh well life's full of regrets!
cant wallop in self-pity
just gotta move on with life!
when you only live life for yourself,
it isn't really much to live for compared to living for others
=D

3rd April

2009-04-03T12:51:00.001+08:00

Yawnz i feel so bored at home!
Settled everything with my driving!
time to learn driving and get it over and done with!
school's gonna start soon! that'll be even more boring!
let's treasure these few days left ya?
haha.

23rd March

2009-03-23T15:54:00.000+08:00

Done with cheerobics.
next is Open house.
After that, whats next?
wondering when will my MP start cos its so boring at home haha.

16th March

2009-03-16T13:10:00.001+08:00

Event: cheerobics 2009
Date: 22 march, sunday
Venue: zouk carpark.
Time: 2pm -seven pm

6 more days and I feel that my progression sucks got to work harder.

7th March

2009-03-07T18:32:00.001+08:00

Okay! this week's done and over!
routine's out! now for more practice!
practice practice practice!
I feel so relaxed today.
weekends are relaxing days.
*snore*

5th March

2009-03-05T12:55:00.002+08:00

Today's training marks the 4th day into the marathon.
im feeling so tired all over.
yawn! so much sleep yet feel so tired.
I think I old aleady lol.
oh well, 2 more trainings till the weekends!
endurance!

27th Feb

2009-02-27T14:03:00.002+08:00

Boring Boring~~~~~~!!!
Holidays are here where you can do all the things you want under the sun!
but that is provided that you have something to do of course!
well training officially starts today! and all the way to nationals!
all my afternoons are gone T-T
sometimes I feel that going out with ______ makes me happy!
though there is terms and conditions applied! XD

18th Feb

2009-02-18T11:12:00.001+08:00

Happen to blog today so i wish gary a happy bday! hahahha.
same day as me but a month later!
gosh my paper's coming in two days' time and im still procrastinating!
zomg!
time management!!!! ><

11th Feb 2009

2009-02-11T23:13:00.002+08:00

Woots! tml the last presentation
and off we go! two main papers!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
no more stuck in the lab days....

2nd Feb

2009-02-02T09:25:00.001+08:00

Sian.Projects are killing me!
everyday 10+ go home isnt any fun at all!
hope this week passes faster.
cos i hate projects!

23rd Jan

2009-01-23T00:08:00.003+08:00

Sigh.
Whenever I needed in the fammly, i'd be there
whenever there's whatever needs to be done, I'd just do it
But whenever I voice out my unhappiness in a fit of pique
it comes back to square one.
But whatever I do,
I just wanna see my family together for as long as possible.
Sigh.

20th Jan

2009-01-20T11:05:00.002+08:00

Nothing much...
But enjoy! lol.

20th Jan

2009-01-20T00:30:00.002+08:00

Yay! I can finally do some toss up to hand!
next target is to have 100% stunt up for that stunt!
after that then I will try Toss to hand Extension!
stay humble and do not let every success get over your head
reminder to myself

18th Jan

2009-01-18T00:24:00.014+08:00

HAPPY BDAY TO MYSELF AND MY MUM!
lol
now to show my appreciations to all who said happy bday!
have order de and top 5 gets the same font size as my happy bday! lol
first up at 12am AMELIA!
she's always the first and I expect her to be the first LOL!
second lets put PATRICK and DEBBIE together! haha
they're of a few mins difference but who cares!
third MY BROTHER! lol. he's beside me and took him so long to know its after 12.
fourth weilingg in my class! she likes to drag my surname!
fifth and the last to get a LARGE font SURIN! hahaha she made it into the large font list at like 1.45am! lol
now in no order and no more big fonts! ):
WeiLing(Nu er)
Desrene
my Dad
Peh Hong
Danny
Miss Goh
Cherine Wee
YuYuan
Cheryl Mong(Cousin)
Vivien Teng(Cousin)
Angela
ShaoWei
Favian
Ricky
LiangWei
Qudsia
EugeneLiew
Sharon
Melvin
Siew Hong
Poh Chiew
Yuan Hong
Kang Yan
Fiona(Bestie)
Ming Yue(iPeace)
Elizabeth(14 years friend)
Bday ended! thanks to those who wish/didnt wish me!

11th Jan

2009-01-11T23:25:00.001+08:00

Sigh!
Busy week ahead!
Things to expect.
Psychology PPT
IA Presentation PPT
AMCA main menu
sigh!
oh well at least open house is over!
i'd do an update on taiwan asap.
i dont have the photos in my desktop lol.

25th Dec

2008-12-25T20:23:00.001+08:00

Tadah! im back from taiwan!
lol.
okay now im off to bathe!
merry xmas people! lol

5th December

2008-12-05T19:37:00.000+08:00

Sheesh i just realised i haven been updating =/
mostly because I have been procrastinating.
or maybe is it school work?trainings?
i dont know.
well maybe i'll do a full update after my performance on sunday
for Standard Chartered.
Go runners Go! lol

21st Nov

2008-11-21T22:04:00.002+08:00

bad week very bad week.
had very little amount of sleep which made me so sleepy.
screwed up Itech quiz must work hard for database.
else im screwed.
as for AMC, i picturing myself screwing up the project anyway =/

11th November

2008-11-11T10:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD! LOL

9th November

2008-11-09T13:43:00.001+08:00

Psychology and Peer teaching.
eliminates my brain cells
and promotes white hair growth.

20th October

2008-10-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

School in just a matter of
12 hours time.

18th Oct

2008-10-18T01:15:00.000+08:00

Rest well and in peace my friend.
you'll never be forgotten
for that i promise.

10th Oct

2008-10-10T00:42:00.002+08:00

Happy bday to ame mei!
actually its belated but then
I was too busy to blog cos had to do lots of things today.
nevertheless I still owe her a bday gift ahahaha.
still, so many years already and she's still my kind,pretty,cute lil mei XD
omg please dont ask her to see this lol. i dont know what will happen! XD
but compliments are good right people? lol
anyway, moving on to today.
its actually ph's bday! lol
and im bringing him to register for his basic theory test later! lol
happy bday ph! lol my best friend who lives 3 blocks away from me lol.
oh well nothing much about myself actually.
its training training and gym! well actually we went to celebrate oct babies day
anything please refer to http://www.my-reflectionx.blogspot.com for more details.
she did blog on it lol.
stay happy always people (:

5th October

2008-10-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

oh im back blogging lol.
anyway today's a special day for a special gurl ahah.
happy birthday surin aka er mei haha.
have fun while you can today!
besides that, there's another thing to celebrate!
cos I did a toss up to hand! helped by larry of cos haha.
but at least i know my toss can make it
but my catching cant! ahaha
so i've got to work harder! well harder! lol

2nd October

2008-10-02T16:30:00.002+08:00

Today's my grandma's death anniversary.
so I went down to my grandpa's house to pay respect to her.
and Im still there so I decided to do a little blogging.
so many years has passed already.
I miss her tons though I only saw her for 2 years of my life.
since I was 2 years old that she left us
and her beloved(which is my grandpa)
Used to think back.
my mum told me she treats me like her own child
and loves me alot, spending most of her time with me
as I was still staying with my grandparents when I was younger
After that, she fell very sick and soon cancer took her away from us.
Though the time together is short but I treasured it.
How I wish I could just spend one more day with her.
Just one more day.24hours.1440minutes.86400seconds.
Like people always say.
Treasure the people around you
Cause you'll never know what's gonna happen tomorrow.
I love you grandma and I'll always remember you (:

29th September

2008-09-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

CCA and friendship.
two simple things.
yet complicated to handle.

17th September

2008-09-17T14:27:00.000+08:00

I'm weak
cos i cannot hold my own weight.

10th September

2008-09-10T12:55:00.001+08:00

yep as my captain said! camp ended on 3rd!
but im freaking lazy to blog.
lol.
partially because im lazy.
partially because im sick once again.
why am I always sick?
Well i dont know and im still sick ~.~
fever, gastric flu, migraines
Whats more?

31st August

2008-08-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

cheer camp for 3D2N!
will be back on 3rd september!
weeeeeeeee!

27th August

2008-08-27T09:57:00.002+08:00

Decide to blog a little!

well all my posts are little haha.

talk about exams!

i had mobcomm yesterday which im quite happy with!

cos 80% of the paper comes out from the past year paper!

and im talking about 1 past year paper!

so if you studied you would have passed.

no complains though.

but netinfra today.

well, no comments and i would like to say

good luck to me and to the rest who still have exams!

happy holidays after that!

16th August

2008-08-16T13:28:00.003+08:00

Thought I'd blog awhile since everything and the semster is over!
yayness! no more 2.1!
ok was practically sick for the past week or so.
had rashes, cough, sore throat and fever.
how cool is that!
and you'll never know how itchy it is to have rashes.
when you actually have them yourself.
and its really itchy! lol.
got to train up my physic this coming holiday!
and of course, exams first!
3 papers up ahead!
MobComm, NetInfra and Wireless Technology!
Ganbatte!

10th August

2008-08-10T19:55:00.001+08:00

Sick wayyyy sick...
missed trainings like mad and i dont know how am I gonna catch up.
*Am I to be left behind?

6th August

2008-08-06T12:25:00.000+08:00

Its not dead.
Just that im lazy! lol

20th July cont

2008-07-20T21:48:00.006+08:00

Just some photos! will upload when i get everything!

Blazers!!!!!!

The I am shirt design!(model:weihao)

Blazers' MEN! ROAR!

Bestie and me! say cheese!

Me and mummy charyl! XD

omg! mummy sitting on me!

20th July

2008-07-20T11:29:00.001+08:00

Well. Performance's over!
now back to the good old days where conditioning and learning new stunts exists!
A tadd disappointed though.
cos i asked people to come watch but they didnt appear.
well, great job to the blazerians! ALL THE WAY!

14th July

2008-07-14T09:42:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to update so i'll just update about my weekend!
12th July
Went to amk and cut my hair after a morning of bball.
aw man i really hate when there's nobody to bball with!
Spend like 1 hour cutting hair and then went to amk hub.
reached there around 4 and im supposed to meet my primary schoolmates for dinner at 6!
omg wad am I supposed to do for 2 hours?!
went to get a chicken chop to eat and herbal tea!
haha. i admit i shouldnt eat that chicken chop but then its too irresistable.
rot at the arcade and went to the video shop to watch some shows which I not remember.
omg that 2 hours was SOOOOO SOOOO LONG!
met up with my pri schoolmates @ 6.10 @ Fish & Co!
talked so so much but I dont like what they talk about cos its all about JC! ):
luckily I have lizzie to talk to me about poly else I will be bored to death.hehe.
after Fish and Co, went to slack @ Coffee Bean.
Spend money again! Bought a Large White chocolate dream.
and talking talking talking and more talking!
until its around 9.10, all of them decide to go home.
All live around khatib/yishun! only me the punggol guy ):
Sent Lizzie home and off I went to take 85 @ interchange to go home too!
End of Day.
13th July
Nothing much to update except for housework?
and project for the whole day.
End of Day.
And im still doing that project now! ~.~

5th July

2008-07-05T13:56:00.001+08:00

Wooo! I lost my wallet today !
today was such a complicated day!
thanks myself for buying milk tea nd realising I LOST MY WALLET!
sad.
then went to search around the food court and anywhere and everywhere.
in the end
found it somewhere we last sat.
and im sure its not exactly at that spot.
cos i didnt take my wallet out.
and ph insisted it was an uncle who took my wallet and cleared the money.
oh well wallet found + money gone.
at least wallet found with cards untouched

3rd July

2008-07-03T11:24:00.002+08:00

Yet another post!
sometimes i wonder. why are humans so susceptible to emotions?
where the emotions then affect the very life of that person.
and the action of that very person then affects the people around him?
since it affects yet so many people.
i dont understand why the sense of melancholy resides in every one of us.
why is it causing damage time after time?
or maybe this is a good time to realise how many people are around you?
or is it just time for some self reflection?
or is it just being simply sad?
I will try to understand but I will never understand
as this kind of emotion drives people crazy and it is as deep as an abyss.

30th June

2008-06-30T10:36:00.002+08:00

Ok now here's abit of an update.
Happy Birthday Candy!
haha. well wishes from me! XD
oh. i seriously dont know wad to update. cause my weekend is like project and games?
oh yeah i just found one nice new FPS! CombatArms! nice game.
i slacked this weekend. sighhh.
about my term tests results? there are ups and downs.
I will continue to strive for good results though i know i would get if im not lazy.
im very very lazy.
oh well today training tomorrow training and thursday training!
hopes that'll bring back my fight! (:

22th June

2008-06-22T14:16:00.014+08:00

Hello readers!
im here with yet another post!
surprised?
nah you shouldnt be! i post frequently! (ya right....)
ok this time post is about sentosa! weeee!
sentosa the one place you can do all your stunts and
throw people into water as many times as you like!
basically played from 11 to 5+
so long! that explains the burnt shoulders and back!
here are some photos! cheers!

me and weihao!

yeah! cheese! me and weihao! friends for life in cheer! haha

2-2-1 yay finally i get to base!

Larry in Basket Toss position

GAY-ry! in Basket Toss position too!

now its Ken's turn to showcase his stuff! XD

OMG larry just loves to be tossed.

me basing sharon while weihao with suhui!

not to mention larry and ken @ the back!

Last but not least, me and simin! XD

ok i think thats all the pictures i have for now.

maybe blazers blog have more!

XD stay tuned for the next update peepz!

rawk on!

19th June

2008-06-19T13:08:00.001+08:00

Off to project + training + larry's house + sentosa!
note: everything is in ascending order

12th June

2008-06-12T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hello readers!(to who ever who reads)
im finally updating!
whoooo!
updates! ok lah almost a month since i updated.
so much ups and downs.
my term test! argh forget it! i dont know whether its good or not.
for cheerleading! performance coming in a month's time!
and im finally getting my Team Temasek shirt!
so gooooooddd!
outing tml! haha! gonna have oh so much fun with dudes in cheerleading!(not forgetting dudettes!)
haha...
takkaire my readers! (:

23rd May

2008-05-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

lets update a lil shall we?
ok actually i have nothing much to update leh.
bascially my life is like.
studies,training and a lil gaming.
sad. lil gaming. how?
should be good right? oh man im not thinking straight.
too lethargic.thats all.
well work hard in everything! ganbatte!

9th May

2008-05-09T17:32:00.001+08:00

Well. happy bday to my dearest LC!!! XD
wish you'll be forever happy! haha..
CCA and studies.
will i be able to cope?
i will strive i will strive i will STRIVE!!!
for giving up is not a man's thing.

27th April

2008-04-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

This CCA is not easy.
im going to work hard.
and be like my idol. XD

25th April

2008-04-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

Beautiful nothingness.
drowning myself with all this work.

24th April

2008-04-24T23:23:00.002+08:00

So much so for week 1.
studies to the max!
im gonna pull that bloody GPA of mine.
im so bored in school nowadays.
i think i'll just pick up some CCAs.
since social life is getting so...
i shall not presume. (:
2 projects!

18th April

2008-04-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

close friends can become best friends.
best friends can become friends.
friends can become acquaintances.
acquaintances can become strangers.
is it so?

18th

2008-04-18T15:30:00.002+08:00

Sun tanning failed omg!
yesterday went to jurong swimming pool XD.
wasnt actually a swimming pool but then.
those who went before knows.
XD.
i got my back tanned not my whole body!
****
life's so boring at home.
like me.
so boring!
lol.

1st April

2008-04-01T17:18:00.001+08:00

All is fine now.
since ytd lol.
yay i passed my supp =D

30th March

2008-03-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

worried like **** now.
tml is a big day.
i am praying.

24th March

2008-03-24T00:17:00.003+08:00

Away she goes and its till 11th april!
we'll see you then.
meantime,miss you.
she remembered my paper,
how touching T-T

24th March

2008-03-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

Away she goes and its till 11th april!
we'll see you then.
meantime,miss you.

13th March

2008-03-13T11:22:00.002+08:00

Bad semster.
Gotta Brace myself for more difficulties that lies ahead.

5th March

2008-03-05T01:18:00.002+08:00

Feeling left out - sucks
Knowing something you shouldnt - sucks
Knowing something that others dont want you to know - sucks
Knowing you deserve it and it actually happens - sucks
walloping in self-pityness
crying like a baby
in the end its only yourself that is to blame
RETARD.

4th March

2008-03-04T15:46:00.012+08:00

The crystal

Crystal

Inside the Box

Side View

SideView2

Top view

This box is BIGGER than my nike bag OMG -_-

29th Feb

2008-02-29T20:50:00.000+08:00

Special day.
yet another normal day has passed.

18th Feb

2008-02-18T00:33:00.010+08:00

im doing this post because all of a sudden,

i miss both of my meis.

long to see them get along well

reminiscing the past.

3rd Feb

2008-02-03T21:57:00.000+08:00

I really seem that i lost the mood to blog.
well lets type a bit at least.
today did housework.
man.spring cleaning part2!
continued from last week!
actually not much was done today.
tml.
presentation.
netfund quiz.
boring.
well at least there are one special event!

20th Jan

2008-01-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

woo! bday chalet's on 18th to 20th!
bbq-ed, cycled, rampaged, bball-ed, drummed and many more!
the cake was so nice and thick lol.
all thanks to those who were present and those who sent me their wishes!
my life aint complete without all of you!
heres the people present!

14th Jan

2008-01-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

4 more days!
and we all know wad day is it! (:

26th December 2007

2007-12-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

Thanks for spoiling my day.

25th December

2007-12-25T01:54:00.001+08:00

Merry
Xmas!
hope everyone have a good year ahead!
pink is a nice colour LOL!

22th Dec 2007

2007-12-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

ok i hereby announce that today is the last day of my Tokyo Trip.
Though im filled with happiness and sadness.
Happiness cause i gain soem knowledge about the world.
Sadness is i dont get to hear those people speak in Japanese and all the sight seeing and stuffs.
Well all good things come to an end eh?
we have to look forward in life.
so its like ok bye tokyo! soon i guess? in like about 11 more hours from my time now!
so this is what i did today.
Saturday(Doyobi) Ni-ju-ni (22th) December 2007
Ok today woke up at around 7 am.
as usually brush teeth yadayada eat breakfast yadayada.
and I gachapon-ed!
haha.... gacha too much but i still got the full set of figurines i wanted!
hahaha.... I own that machine! or is that machine that owned me?(2000yen)
after that went back to room to get ready to go to the Meiji Shrine which i missed.
Meiji Shrine is located at Harajuju station.
its a 5 to 10 mins walk to the station depending on personal speed lol.
ok reached the shrine and it has what a shrine should have LOL!
i lazy to describe lah... ok lah maybe this one I describe ><
firstly the entrance is some like eh... i dont know!!! sheesh can i put pictures?
haha. oh ya something interesting!
there's like a R.O.M. in Meiji Shrine sia!
and today i witnessed like 2 to 3 weddings!
how cool is that!
i thought can only see those weddings in lecture notes!
cant believe my eyes!
but then the bride is pretty and ugly at the same time.
so she's pretty ugly! =x
ok lah im bad lah but then i supposed thats when all women look at their best!
yep thats what some people say!
yep next stop! Imperial Palace!
Imperial Palace is located at the Tokyo Station.
ok basically the Imperial Palace is out of bound.
cause the reason is simple.
would you want anybody come barging into your house?
if not you'll know why its out of bound =)
instead the Imperial East Garden is open for the public!
though its only the east their east garden is HUMONGOUS!
inside the garden there's a gallery displaying some of the stuffs that those Imperial people owned once.
Ok its some vases and some paintings.
the one i remembered particularly is some deer painting. yep deers!
further down there's one big yellow tree which looks majestic.
and some patches of "gold" lands cos its patches of yellow grass nice!
and some maple trees! yep maple trees!
oh ya there's some orange trees also but the fruits that are bore is the minture version of a normal sized ones.
spent around like an hour in the garden. too big! ><
after the garden street went to Ueno for Ameyoko street.
sounds so much like ame mei's street haha...
so i went there and shopped for many things but couldnt buy cos dont have my size ><
and i went to their arcade to drum Xp
their arcade's so big luh! 4 stories!
dont know put what inside sia lol.
after shopping went to some ramen shop to eat!
oh yea the ramen is so miso-tic.
so nice! plus i have tons of char siew! hahaha...
char siew rocks!
after that went back to room and tadah! here i am blogging!
ok i think im gonig off to bed!
have to wake up at like 5am tml!
going back to singapore! mixed feelings!
see you dudes in sg soon! we'll have a good christmas week!

21st Dec 2007

2007-12-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hello people im back to blog!
ok today basically is hmmm lets see...
spending most of the time on train rides =.=
japan is too big! travelling time is too long!
ok today woke up at 7am.
then breakfast then around 9 am, my family headed for mount fuji
its far alright and confusing ~.~
practically change here change there (railway)
Mayoimashita....(i am lost)
sadded lor changed from yamanote line to chuo line then to some private line.
from Okachimachi to Shinjuku then to Takao to the mount fuji stop(forgot the station name)
ok then reach the mount fuji place.
apparently mount fuji is closed during the winter season.
ya thank you for that closure.
and its like sian. nothing to do.
Mount fuji is closed on October till the end of winter season cos
1.Floor Slippery
2.Mountainous areas with heavy snowing is far too dangerous
3.maybe im too weak for mount fuji(oops why am I adding this? lol)
ok apparently these are few reasons why.
so just tour around the place.
the stop which mount fuji is located has a lake
i didnt go to the lake just did some shopping around the station.
lol. then headed for lunch cos even though i went out early,
the train took way too long.. about 2 hours plus i think.
boring so after shopping went back to Tokyo station.
geez its like dont you have a train from Tokyo to the place?
instead of like having a return trip from that place to Tokyo?
man... going home is fast. 1 hour only =.= 50% discount the distance going to the place.
oh well. at least i got to know how to go Narita airport
though it seems easy but after checking it out its like
wth. got shortcut or not?
lugauge heavy lah. onegaishimasu? lol.
today short day.
after that went to shop at the streets.
walk walk walk in the end walked from one station to another station.
Okachimachi to Ueno. wow i found out im a good walker SUDDENLY lol.
then went to pepper lunch to eat again.
cos there's free drinks this time! YaTa! lol.
well im a shingaporujin haha...
so must be kiasu a bit haha...
after that went back to hotel and tadah! here i am!
blogging and blogging again!
its 1am JPT and im not sleeping cos i slept so much in the train today!
see all of you soon! ja mate yo!
Konbanwa!

20th December 2007

2007-12-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

Ok since my dad took away the adapter, i cant play games with the battery im having in the lappie so i guess i shall do some posting. well as promised.
ok today
Thursday 20th December 2007
ok today was a real bad day cause i slept at 2 and i woke up at 4.30 JPT.
and wow why did i actually take that nap? cos i have to go to some fish market in Tsukiji.
and why must it be so early? cos some tuna auctioning is going on! weeee
Ok the arrival of that place i was trembling cos its bloody cold lah! imagine 5 am! sun not up!
COLD COLD COLD!!!!
so i guess i have no choice cos i haven been wearing enough(serves me right eh?)
as usual lost in the railway.asking for directions and tadah!
the fish market!
Its totally crowded as there are so many fishermen driving around in some vechicle.
I dont know what that vechicle is so dont ask me please ><.
you can barely breathe as the air is clogged up with all those stinky air pollution.
well at least it was a good experience at the market as its so COOL.
SO MANY DIFFERENT TYPES OF SEAFOODDD!
and the tuna is as big as me(some) the rest are like errr a size of a 3 year old kid.
that big ya know! and the way they slice the tunas its like practically sawing them instead.
and the actually thing the auction!
some man shouting dont some stuff and dont know what he doing.
just imagine it as some other auction.
only that that sell their fishes like 5 secs one fish. madness...
and its like a tuna graveyard there cos there are like thousands of FROZEN tunas there.
i repeat FROZEN and it looks awkward.
oh ya i saw some fishermen cutting the tuna too.
i used cutting cos its like sawing wood in the DNT room.
i swear it looks like that!
dont worry i have photos as proof. just you wait people.
ya and i repeat the seafood is damn bloody big!!!!!
after that went back to hotel and had breakfast and slept for two more hours!
snore~~~~~~~
ok after that i went to Shinjuku!!!
another place which has so many shopping places!
went there to enquire about the Mount Fuji trip and book my tickets for shinkansen to go to narita airport for my flight.
after that its Isetan! cool!
i know its in Sg too but then different kind of feel.
Had lunch there which is practically like what it was when Ikea Tampines just opened.
had jap food again cos jap food is tasty errrm yummy errm colourful? lol
then after that went for some shopping!
and i came across a whole basement of desserts! nice!
their desserts was so colourful and like so much variety!
and there is also one brand of chocolate which is like for the rich.
people are practically in there choosing chocolates ranging from 500 yen to 5000 yen!
and after they pick the chocolates they sit down and have some tea? i think so
its like OMGWTFBBQ!
so rich! gimmi some cash will ya?! lol
after Shinjiku was the Meiji shrine.
but then it was closed booo.
never mind heading down TML!
so went to Shibuya! third stop of the day!!
went there to feel their fashion and look at some cool dog statues.
its cool cos its REALLY COLD!
lol...
and the human traffic is more than the vechicle traffic!
OMG!
the way they cross the road and never bump into each other.
Kudos to them.lol
and their fashion there is too overwhelming and i chose to do without them haha...
Final stop the Rainbow bridge!
ok its a bridge with total decorations! lighting etc etc.
railway-ed to Shimbashi
well all these are good experiences that are never in sg! or maybe?
oh ya there was also a mini statue of liberty. nice.
and its still freaking cold.
after that went to have some curry again for dinner! the same curry rice at my first post! haha.
its nice ok and considering to go for the third time! wooo!
ok im tired already so i think i'll stop! tml's mount fuji and i have to wake up at 7am!
current time 12midnight JPT!
goodnight people! tml is mount fuji trip post!

19th Dec

2007-12-19T20:04:00.000+08:00

Ok here i am using Tokyo's internet!
so maybe i thought i would like fill you readers some info on my trip =/
well if theres anyone
Monday 17th December 2007 -
Basically my flight took off at around 8.25am.
I reached Osaka at about 3.15pm local time which is 2.15pm SGT(Singapore Time)
Then went to purchase some railway tickets.
ok i admit the railway system is like o.o something like mrt and lrt but then
they have MRT LRTand subway sheesh....
Tokyo Metro Line,Hikari,Shinkansen,subway so many lah!
they have blue line red line orange line ~.~ so many lines for wad sia!
ok bought the tickets and Hikari-ed to Shin Osaka then Shinkansen to Tokyo
Total trip time : 3 1/2 hours? eh maybe not lah
Reach hotel at about 10pm JPT(Japan Time) which is like 10 mins walk from station to hotel
Oh ya if you guys are interested, hotel's Villa Fountaine and its at Okachimachi station.
cool yea? haha....
after that went off to have superb jap curry and i repeat its superb!
they aint stingy on their servings and its like WOW
free pickled veggies and loads of curry!! not mentioning about the free flow of water!haha...
after that head back to the hotel to have some fun filled sleep (dota) lol!
Tuesday 18th December 2007 -
woke up at like 8 am after sleeping at like 3 the previous night.
yawning all the way to the toilet.
oh ya speaking of toilet the toilet bowl is way fascinating.
you cant believe that such budget hotel has such cool and warming toilet bowl!
you can adjust the temp. of your toilet bowl! sleek!
and also wash your butt with your toilet bowl! nice! haha.....
ok went down for breakfast at about 8.45am JPT.
breakfast is so boring cos i think the hotel's for business people so maybe thats the reason why.
had 3 eggs and loads of bread with 2 cups of tea (not lipton tea =( )
after that headed for errrm oh yes! Tokyo Tower!
kinda like the Paris's Tower but then it has its own unique features!
like the whole tower's red yep redddddddddddd.
took like a good thirty minutes walk from the station to like the actual tower itself
passed by a Shinto Temple before reaching.
oh yeah the temple actually had a place for people to drink water from!
nice~!
haha besides that then headed for the actual thing the Tokyo Tower!!! Roar!~~~
ok its very tall haha and very magnificant.
like how you see it on internet and stuffs.
wanted to climbed but then its a tad too expensive i guess =/
oh ya i had crepes when im there haha... nice banana and choco rice crepes yum lol.
ok after tokyo tower trip actually wanted to go to rainbow bridge but then due to some miscommunications in the end never go. instead we went to Ginzo, Japan's Orchard Road
went to Sony building to look for some high tech equip and saw their sleek MP3s
not out in SG i think well is it going to be even out?
went to have some belgian waffles and headed back to hotel.
after that for dinner wehad pepper lunch!
though sg has it but still i must emphasize on the serving they give compared to sg.
and its like cheaper! man! imba lol...
after that found a way to online and chatted.
Wednesday 19th December 2007
ok today was a freakishly bad day cos my whole family woke up at like 8.45am JPT.
breakfast was 7.30 to 9.30!
so practically rush rush and more rush
managed to like reached the breakfast reception at like 9.15am phew.
boring same few stuffs to eat, only lesser cos late.
after that went to Asakusa, sort of like a shopping place too with a lot of shinto temples.
yep as always bought a lot of stuffs and food.. errmmm sweet sake included. weird drink.
and went to pray in the temple.
after that went to some traditional ramen store. charsiew with miso base soup.
simple and nice. thats lunch
after that headed to Akihabara for some electronical stuffs, its also called Otaku town.
Otaku = Anime and comics
lol instead of some electronic gadgets my bro got himself a gundam
Mobile Suit RX-0 Unicorn Gundam "Ver-ka"
while myself i got a fate/stay night figurine of Saber! chio bu Xp
well its cheap ok compared to sg. also saw Strike Freedom Lightning edition
SG - 120+ JP- 70+. wanted to buy but then the box is too big to handle so idea cancelled.
ooo happy happy lol..
and then went back to hotel.
at around 6pm JPT my family met with my mum's friend who lives in Tokyo.
had yakitori for dinner. and chicken liver and the chicken balls and some chicken soft bone joint(sleek) and some sake.
after that went gambling! haha...
the slots japanese used are way cool and a way too expensive.
1000 yen per try which is 13 SGD.
crazy gambing stuffs. not supposed to be inside but then only 1 month away so i think its fine lah... lol...
after saying my goodbyes went back to hotel and tadah! posting and chatting on msn on my lappie!
well as for tml im waking up at 4.30am for dont know wad market thingy.
dont care im tonning for the night!
for the days to come i think i'll be posting so stay tuned!

16th Dec

2007-12-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

OoooOO im off to tokyo tml!
but then need to like wake up so bloody early (6am)
reach osaka first then take shinkansen to tokyo...
well im gonna miss a lot of people! well can i dont list all of you out?
maybe i'll just list some out?
oh man later all read my blog dont have their name how?
like that i very friend-ist cannot..
i think i'll stick with i will miss everyone.
haha lets be a bit friend-ist
im surely to miss my meis
ok will be online to chat with you guys if possible takkaire people while im not around
rock on !

4th December

2007-12-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

Reminiscing the past.

Stranded at the present.

Mystified Future.

27th Nov

2007-11-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Cant find anything else as retarded

Way Retarded
Awww man its bored Xp
The Four Dirty dudes Xp
Smile! Xp

Past Memories...

Worth a thousand words.

26th Nov

2007-11-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

Damn the aching back.
pain's stacking, deteriorating spine
projects...
Forsaken games.
How am I supposed to enjoy anything?

6th Nov

2007-11-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

Simplicity...
Something hard to attain.
on the path of achieving it.
hordes of problem lies ahead.

28th Oct

2007-10-28T13:37:00.000+08:00

English....
Will I be able to make my mark?
....

22nd Oct

2007-10-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

First day of school was fine except i had 4 lesser classmates...
now i have to start worrying for my project(fantastic!)
Subjects this semster to tackle....
OOP(Oject Orientated Programming)
PSPS(Problem Solving and Process Skills)
NetFund(Networking Fundamentals)
Emaths2(Engineering Mathematics 2)
Telesys(Telecommunications and Systems)
WP(Web Application 2)
CDS(Japanese)
yep i think thats about it...
hope i could achieve my goal of least 3.5GPA...
work hard terence...dont disappoint yourself again!

13th October

2007-10-13T13:05:00.000+08:00

I had a real nightmare yesterday night....
A REALLY BAD ONE!!!
made me so pale when i woke up....
I hope this will never happen....
NEVER EVER WILL...
Cause I cannot imagine how life would turn if that nightmare really happens!
no it wouldnt!
*praying*

6th Oct

2007-10-06T14:01:00.000+08:00

Basically yesterday was a blast!
well i forgot to say this but im gonna say it now
Happy Birthday to Ryn Mei!
yep was her birthday yesterday but then i know im a bit late....
still ok lah hor?
Acceptable right? since i gave you loads of space to sleep! snore.....
Chalet's all about singing DIGIMON SONGS
Ah.... Woah... Woah... Woah Woah Woah!
Wanna be the biggest DREAMER!
Fire! Fire! Fire!!!
and a bit on the bleach side...
ROLLING STAR!!!
maybe a bit of ALONES..that song not good cause in our chalet NOBODY's ALONE!
WOOHOO!
yesterday was serious a undoubtly fun day!
yippeeeeeeeeee
HOPE THE FUN DAYS NEVER END!

21st September

2007-09-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

[Editeed]

The feelings just fades slowly...
so slowly yet noticeably....
Looking back into the past..
didnt believe it...
didnt believe the time that once something called love could be so touching...
predicting the future is hard.... Distance is cruel...
for what was once said and done... is something which is called memories...
Forget everything that was once so true so clear...

I'm off to work on monday! wish me luck Xp unexpected job!

The feeling no longer lingers...

11th Sep

2007-09-11T19:08:00.000+08:00

To those who say my song is too cute....
A change of cute songs to love song!

kowareru hodo aishitemo sanbun no ichi mo tsutawaranai
junjou na kanjou wa karamawari I love you sae ienaideiru my heart

nagaku nemureani yoru ga kimi e to omoi
sore wa koi na n desu to sasayaku yo
tomedonaku katari nakeru yureru todou wa
binetsu majiri no tameiki e to kawaru

give me smile and shine days kimi no smile de
itetsuku yoru samusa no mo good koraerareru

kowareru hodo aishitemo san bun no ichi mo tsutawaranai
junjou na kanjou wa karamawari i love you sae ienaideiru my heart

mannatsu no ame no you ni kawaita suhada uruosu kimi no egao ga mabushikute

Give me a smile and shiny days, kyuu ni sumasanaide
donna ni konnan de nankan na kabe mo koeru kara

dore dake kimi wo aishitara kono omoi todoku no darou
mitsumerareru to ienai kotoba ga chuu ni mau
hanarereba hanareru hodo itoshii hito da to kizuku
motomereba motomeru hodo ni setsunai kyori wo kanjiteru my heart

Give me smile and shine days
Give me smile and nice days
moshi mo kono ude de dakishime-aeta nara
dore dake kimi wo aishitara kono omoi todoku no darou
yume no naka de wa tashikani ieta hazu na noni
kowareru hodo aishetemo san bun no ichi mo tsutawaranai
junjou na kanjou wa karamawari I love you sae ienaideiru My Heart

English Translation
Even if my love reaches the breaking point, 1/3 of it won't reach
My true feelings are just spinning on air, my heart isn't even saying "I love you"

On the long, sleepless nights, the images I send to you
whisper "that is love".
continuously shaking speech that moves you to tears
changes into a slight fever mingled with a sigh

Give me a smile and shiny days, by your smile
I can withstand the cold of a frozen night.

Even if my love reaches the breaking point, 1/3 of it won't reach
My true feelings are just spinning on air, my heart isn't even saying "I love you"

Like rain in the middle of summer, the dry, bareness moistens, your smile is bright.

Give me a smile and shiny days, don't clear up so quickly!
Because we can overcome any wall that stands in our way.

Whoever you love, these images will reach them, right?
Don't say you can find them, your words are dancing in space.
The further apart you go, the more it hurts the person you love
The more I chase them, the more my heart feels the cruel distance

Give me a smile and shiny days,
Give me a smile and nice days,
If only we could meet in an embrace...
Whoever you love, these images will reach them, right?
If only you had said so in your dreams
Even if my love reaches the breaking point, 1/3 of it won't reach
My true feelings are just spinning on air, my heart isn't even saying "I love you"

thanks for listening!

31st August

2007-08-31T08:18:00.000+08:00

senaka ni mimi wo pitto tsukete dakishimeta
kyoukaisen mitai na karada ga jama da ne
dokka ichai-sou na no sa damatte'ru to chigire-sou dakara, konna kimochi
hankei san ME-TORU inai no sekai de motto
motto hittsuitetai no sa

kawaribanko de PEDARU wo koide
ojigi no himawari toorikoshite
gungun kaze wo nomikonde, sou tobe-sou jan
hajimete kanjita kimi no taion dare yori mo tsuyoku naritai
attakai RIZUMU
niKO no shinzou ga kuttsuite'ku

kuchibiru to kuchibiru me to me to te to te [3]
kami-sama wa nanimo kinshi nanka shitenai
aishite'ru aishite'ru aishite'ru

atashi mada koritenai
otona ja wakan'nai
kurushite setsunakute
misetakute PANKU shichau
soppo mite matte'ru kara
POKKE no mayotte'ru te de [4]
hoppe ni furete
koishite'ru CHIKARA ni mahou wo kakete

[Instrumental]

itsumo issho ni toomawari shiteta kaerimichi
daidai ga koboreru you na sora ni
nandaka HAPPY & SAD

atashi-tachi tte doushite umareta no,
hanbun da yo ne
hitori de kangaete mo miru kedo
yappa hetappi na no sa

mienaku naru hodo tooku ni
BO-RU wo nagereru tsuyoi kata
urayamashikute otoko no ko ni naritakatta
sunda mizu no you ni yawarakaku
dare yori mo tsuyoku naritai
chiccha na goro mitai
hen ne namida koborete'ku

kuchibiru to kuchibiru me to me to te to te
onaji mono onaji kanjikata shite'ru no
aishite'ru aishite'ru aishite'ru

atashi mada koritenai
otona ja wakan'nai
todokanai tte iwaretatte
kono mama JANPU shitai
BAIBAI no KISU suru kara
saigo no ippo no kyori
gutte daite
taiyou ga zutto shizumanai you ni

[Instrumental]

ikKO no yuuhi potsun to futari de mite'ta
kirei dake domo sa
nanka ienai ne nanka tarinai ne na no sa

[Instrumental]

NOSUTORADAMUSU ga yogen shita toori
kono hoshi ga
bakuhatsu suru hi wa hitotsu ni naritai
attakai RIZUMU
niKO no shinzou ga kuttsuite'ku

kuchibiru to kuchibiru, me to me to te to te
kami-sama wa nanimo kinshi nanka shitenai
aishite'ru aishite'ru aishite'ru

atashi mada koritenai
otona ja wakan'nai
kuyashikute setsunakute
misetakute PANKU shichau
soppo mite matte'ru kara
POKKE no mayotte'ru te de
hoppe ni furete
koishite'ru CHIKARA ni mahou wo kakete
taiyou ga zutto shizumanai you ni

29th August

2007-08-29T10:59:00.000+08:00

Basically, This is what happened the past few days....
To start off, lets talk about monday.
Well, monday just seem to be the start of the nightmare which is the semstral exams
and of course as always, I always go to the exam hall half hearted.
the half heartedness always makes me lose my confidence even before starting to do anything(including writing of names)
ok monday was the EngineMaths Paper..
I just love how they colour the cover page.
Term test was pink, now they give yellow.
ok the colour just to entertain me.
after that flipping through the paper,
I realised.... Section C is always for the disctinction.
man its totally on application!
how the hell am I suppose to apply without knowledge...
Forget that question....
Ok proceed on to tuesday...
EngineFund my resolution for tuesday and wednesday.
Well if i dont start understanding what is it about... Im a goner..
Still struggling but managing quite ok still alive and kicking...
continue with EngFund now...
its hard to please everyone

2007-08-21T18:16:00.000+08:00

Since my bro aint using lappie i shall like post photos a bit
ok the JUICE of this post!!! WCG!!!!!

debbie advertising for mac(i mean like for wad....)

ok its me look im bored

ok this is errm helicopters with the national flag?

errm the bag well its the goodie bag contents to be kept a sercet

well its an empty 27B if you believe me well i wouldnt lie cos im a good boy!

2 dozens of donuts.....

well so much for that! ok a bit of photos only a bit
cheers PEOPLE!

21st Aug

2007-08-21T17:35:00.000+08:00

gee i just realised that jammy was right!
i only update like once in a fortnight!
well... I have Short term memory and i cant afford to update all day long..
its get boring..
well tml i shall update wads up for the past week!
with pictures!
stay tuned!

4th August

2007-08-04T01:09:00.000+08:00

Well Well i am blogging now aint I?
Stupid Lizzie says i didnt update so im gonna do it NOW!
Well basically lets sum up what i did today!
its a peiying primary gathering!(Gee)
supposed to meet up with rachel and lizzie at around like 1830 hours
end up rachel reached like 1850 hours while lizzie reached like... i dont know!
grab some stuffs before heading to rachel ratna's house!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
(Take some or let someone die!)
ahahaha!!!!
well chatted quite a bit with everyone! yep just a bit!
ok the food was nice and the brownies and the ice cream yep yep!
never had such heavy stuffs for my dinner! Xp
ok to mention about the changes that everyone had!
im gonna list them one by one!
first off!
Im putting lizzie first!
She has become much of a lady compared to last time =p and she has a 3kg laptop!ahahaha! well prettier than the past and of course slimmed down!
second rachel wong!
well rachel has that accent now after she stayed in shanghai for quite a while where that accent is like a bit ahem i dont know how to describe! well basically same as last time still as hyper and likes to play everything! lol..
thirdly Edaline!
Woah seriously i think she has slimmed down a lot! maybe the uniform in pri school sucks thats why! but then really lah!!! of course more pretty and a lil taller at least? haha!! well dont say bad things about my sista! she's good alright!
fourth in the list rachel ratna!
she's still the same actually as i dont see much change in her... still as bubbly and chatty like in the past! and she always gives you the sense of home when you are in her house! Rawk on ratna!
fifth atikah!
well she left early so didnt much talk to her but i can see that she has changed quite a bit too!
sixth atasha!
well atasha's the champion! she made me took like around 1 to 2 mins thinking who is she man! woah her change is A LOT! i just really dont know how to describe! but all are positive changes! yep!
WELL NOW FOR THE GUYS!
1st up eugene!
ahaha he has the father look after he brought his lil bro there! eh eugene you not good friend lah wedding never invite me! whos the mother! ahahahaha! so funny lah and he ate the most food during the gathering! wow im surprised! ahaha! yep dota more eugene and work hard!!!
2nd fang ee!
well i see him quite often around engine school cos he's in TP! he looks whiter compared to last time. strange does the sun make dark people lighter and light people darker? gee i dont know! ahaha... overall he rocks!
3rd Kenji!
look at him! he is still so friendly! he even brought a taiwan exchange friend to our gathering! so nice of him! well he looks more built than before and he's in VJC(nice) he still eats a lot and drink a lot but he cannot be compared to EUGENE LIEW ahaha!
Well i guess those are the people i do notice changes and i hope theres a gathering like this soon! well maybe till rachel wong is back again..... or maybe i could organise something? gee....
Today at TP also never do much...
Teacher checked my JAVA program too early and i loss a bit of marks due to not able to present a program that works to let the user select the choice from my menu =(
after that went to library to slack a bit then headed home to bathe!
P.S. ryn mei cannot stand kelvin as kelvin is so ~.~ ahaha KELVIN!!!!!!
well do takkaire ya everyone! especially RACHEL WONG who's leaving in 2 days' time =(

29th July

2007-07-29T13:25:00.000+08:00

How true is this????
It all up to you guys to decide!!!!

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?